not too good

ladies
thought i,d best post ive not been too good for while with one thing and another had swine flu abt month ago got over that then picked up symptoms again prob is i have no immune system been busy with appointments with kids as some of u know still no meds for davids epilepsy they promised sort some within week now been 2 and half weeks hv on there case and im gonna be on there case again tomorrow we are awaiting more tests for him another eeg brain scan and bloods to be done is hard as he cant even hold his dinner plate when standing cos hes eye rolling has got far worse so he just drops his dinner on floor so i carry it for him at hospital other week he was holding alicia aqnd hes eyes went so i grabbed him and alicia before they both ended up in a heap on the floor so this is getting mad now so unfair on david this has been going on 11 weeks now and this is something i find very difficult to talk about but kirsty was sexually abused at age of 7 by our old neighbour so we moved away not too far as my parents live in the area just shes very hard work has been since shouting at me being nasty etc so this has now got me down big time to the fact im suffering headaches dissiness shaking tired all the time etc now so im gonna have make docs appt i went asda yesterday thought i was gonna collapse so came home john thinks its really high blood pressure due to the stress im under so i just have wait and see

just thought i mention it if im suddenly not about just so u know ive not left you all because id never i u all sooo much u are my big family xxxxxx

aww hope ur ok

hugs hun,u no we'r here wen u want us.thinking of u all.luv u lots and take care and will speak soon

thanks to u both just posted incase im not around xx

Hugs hunni hope david gets his meds soon

hope so hun im in soo much pain today grr xx

carnt they give u anything stronger hun?

ive not been docs yet hun xx

wen are u goin hun?